the fear that's eating me

i am eagerly waiting for the exemption list for my physics class, not because, i am confident that i would be exempted,  but because i feel that i would not be.

i mean, i knew i did well in the first two exams, but somehow, i feel like i was alone during the last exam. as if, He was not with me.

i know that i shouldn't feel that way, but somehow, i cannot resist that ugly feeling. 

I am so weak. I need your strength, your guidance. Oh, my.

oh, Lord, help me get through all of this. 

I am dying to KNOW--that you were, and will always be with me, all along.

i have two exams tomorrow. and i don't know what to do.

but then again, no worries.

i just need to study well, and feel Your guidance.

i think, i should start sharing something nice as well, something a lot better than that story.

i will, after i get past all this, and then again, this might be the start of a good story too.

a better one, a better one.

Be happy. :)